JUST TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE

Just trying to live my life to the fullest every day is really hard right now..when all I want to do is hold you..I don't know when I started needing you so much, but it has happened. I don't like it..I don't like any of this..I just want you home..to be the husband I married and the dad you need to be to our daughter.. I don't want to do this anymore..I want to wake up